In search of "I"

“I” am here today, writing my first article.” I” always get confused and look for adjectives when “I” am asked for “My” introduction. So,” I” asked “Myself” this question,” Who am I”?”I” always find it difficult to answer this question. Yes,” I” have a name and an identity, but “Who actually am “I”? “I” cannot give my introduction for more than 20minutes.Yes,”I” play many different roles; “I” am someone’s daughter, a sister, a friend…in fact, “I” play too many roles and “I” can be described in too many adjectives .But, the answer “I” am looking for is not there in the roles “I” play and the adjectives “I” am described in. They “Make me,” Me” .But, they are not what “I” am.

“I” am just another individual. “I” too have similar activities like you do and have similar emotions too. So what is it that’s extraordinary about “Me”? Am “I” not one among you?” I” am not sure,” I” have been discriminated.

“I” believe, God sent “Me” here for a purpose. The purpose is unknown.

Do “I” live for myself or do “I” live for others? Do “I” make myself happy or do “I” please others? Like always “I” have no answer.

There is a saying “Live and Let Live” …Do “I” Let Live people who do injustice to others? “I” have noticed that it’s easier to say things.” I” have realized that people just “say” things and do not analyze what they say. In fact, they are not even sure of what they say or do.” I” am now convinced of one thing, “I” now know that there are people out there who are as confused, as vague, as unsure as “I” am.

Well…may be, “I” was EMPTY. “I” was just filled with beautiful colors by beautiful people “I” have met in the journey of my Life. They were many, some stayed and many decided to leave. Many laughed with me and smiled with me at good times, but very few gave their shoulders to cry on when “I” had hard times. Never the less, they created Memories-which are going to last forever.